How is it fair that one person can come along and completely knock you off course?
1. I haven’t touched drugs in over a month, despite numerous chances when I could have with no financial cost to myself
2. I finally found the courage to admit I need help and I have started seeing a counsellor to sort my life out
3. I’ve gone from just over seven stone to eight stone in about three weeks and my weight is increasing everyday
4. I haven’t bought any clothes so far this year (but am still broke due to bad decisions and reckless behaviour but I’m working on that)
You’d think I’d be feeling pretty good about life right now but I still have a way to go. It’s certainly a good start though!
It’s disgusting. I don’t care how mature she is, she’s still a child.
Looking back at the people I used to be best friends with and seeing how much happier they seem now I’m out of their lives.
I can’t help but wonder why that is.
My boyfriend doesn’t look at my Tumblr but today I pulled up six or seven posts, all from around the time we started talking/the very beginning of our relationship and a few from the months before he really entered my life to show him the comparison.
The difference shocked him, and I think it made him really happy to see just how much he turned my life around when he reminded me what butterflies felt like and gave me a reason to live.
He’s given me so much and I can only hope that this wonderful human being will be by my side forever, because he’s been the best friend I’ve never had.


